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May

Looks and popularity are nothing. I just ditched a guy that was halfway popular and has great abs to be with a tubby, dorky guy and I’m not even sure if I wanna be with him either. To be honest, I’m still in love with Truman. We still talk and I still love every second of it. I made a mistake and I regret every second of it. I like Napoleon but I dont think any of them know that I still love Truman. This’ll be a toughie. Too bad Truman would never take me back, it would make life a lot better and easier if he would. 

24

May

Happy?

The only smart guys in my book are the ones smart enough to friend zone me. They are the only ones capable of avoiding me hurting them. Maybe sending that text today was a bad idea but I’ve been told lately to start taking more risks so maybe it’ll be worth it. Oh, and my car broke down one the day that just so happens to be the day that was supposed to be my 10 month

05

May

Actually watch it! Shes fairly good

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Here’s a live video of And Run performed by He is We with Stevie Scott, so you guys can hear what she sounds like.  This one is a lot clearer than the other video that was posted of her singing it earlier by someone else.

01

May

Poor Rachel

03

Mar

Symphony

And all at once the stars begin to sing
Across this silent symphony

Go if you must just go
But always know that 

I’m here for you
I’m here for you

Just stay right next to me
So that I can hear you sing
So loud and clear
So come and hold me close and so 

Near to you
Near to you
Near to you

Just stay next to me
Just stay next to me

Just go if you must
But always know that 

I’m here
I’m here

For you

24

Jan

Crossing the line of poetry

You said you would always care,
In the air your feelings would always hang
Just remember, liar, that nature is a funny thing
So maybe that’s why you’re losing your hair

I really wouldn’t worry to much about it
There’s no need to be blue
Your girlfriend will still pretend to love you
But like a thick coat in winter, you should really come out of the closet

My friends always said you were questionable
They warned there might me friction
But they said to make my own decision
And I thought I was capable

Maybe next time I will listen to them
So never again will I have to write a poem

13

Dec

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He is We - Skip to the Good Part

Lyrics:

I never thought I’d find the hands to hold my heart.
What do you know? We’ll skip to the good part.
Where we are here and now.
Whats to come? Butterflies.
I hope these words will give you something to hold onto.

I give you my love, I give you my heart.
Let’s skip to the good part.
I’m doin’ a kiss, so forever starts.
Let’s skip to the good part.
I’m so ready, ah-oh I’m so ready.
I’m so ready, let’s skip to the good part.
Let’s skip to the good part.

With a kiss and the eyes of god and everyone say this
You’re my all.
Chiches aside I never thought I’d fall so hard so fast.
Based on my past, first love, and last.
Ring slips on my eyes are on you.
I give you my love, I give you my heart.
Let’s skip to the good part.
I’m doin’ a kiss, so forever starts.
Let’s skip to the good part.
I’m so ready, ah-oh I’m so ready.
I’m so ready, let’s skip to the good part.
Let’s skip to the good part.

It hurt when my heart was broken for the first time.
Cryed so hard kind of shocked that I’m alright.
Made you mine, now it’s time to realize
that I’m never going back,
no I’m never going back to the girl
that lacked faith in romance.
I’m done, let’s dance, give it up, take a chance.

I’m yours.
I’m all yours.

I give you my love, I give you my heart.
Let’s skip to the good part.
I’m doin’ a kiss, so forever starts.
Let’s skip to the good part.
I’m so ready, ah-oh I’m so ready.
I’m so ready, let’s skip to the good part.

Take my hand,
let’s get away from this place your face
is everything I need to be truly happy.
(I’m all yours. I’m all yours.)
Take my hand,
let’s get away from this place your face
is everything I need to be truly happy.
(I’m all yours. I’m all yours.)
Take my hand,
let’s get away from this place your face
is everything I need to be truly happy.
(I’m all yours. I’m all yours.)

I’m so ready. (Let’s skip to the good part.)
I’m so ready.

(Source: brokenthingsandkitestrings)

05

Dec

We probably shouldn’t talk because talking leads to thinking and eyes wide open blank in the dark. We probably shouldn’t think because thinking leads to questioning and circles you right back to the start. But everything use to maken sense and we’re testing in our own strength

27

Nov

Feeling Different

The other day, I let you go further than I’ve let anyone else. Mainly, because I’ve never felt such a physical connection before. I have had stronger feelings for other guys but I’ve never wanted someone so physically before. But even with all that being said, my favorite part of being with you was when you were stroking my back as we laid there and when we just sat and held hands during the Muppets. I guess that’s why I love you so much. Who else is gonna take me to a movie like the Muppets, let alone do what we did? That takes a certain type of special:) And after what we did, I feel like I should feel different but I don’t because I know that the physical part comes no where near how I feel about the other part. And I will always be your turtle:)

Joe: If you even read these anymore, you’re probably ready to vomit. That, or your about to go crazy. The part of you that used to love me is mad that I keep posting these things about Truman. The part of you that used to be my friend is wondering/worried about what we did and thinking Truman just likes me for whats in(or not in) my pants. But I’m a big girl and I trust him and I know what I’m doing. I hope you and Cassy are doing well and I hope things are going well for you. There’s not a day that goes by that I don’t miss talking to you but us being friends just hurt each other and ticked off Cassy so I don’t think we can do it anymore(which has been obvious to both of us) which might be for the best. You always said you always wanted to be a part of my life no matter what so I hope these postings give you a little bit of an inside. After all, you are the only one that knows about these things.

21

Nov

Past, Present, and Future.

Past: We always knew we were unavoidable. You always knew we were better for each other than who we were dating and I totally agree with you now. I was constantly fighting with someone then and that’s not how a good couple should be and you showed me that.

Present: You make me crazy happy. We are the dorkiest, silliest, craziest, most loving, most immature, and most odd couple I’ve ever seen and I couldn’t ask for anything better. You are one of the best people to ever walk into my life. You never pressure me into anything and you understand why I don’t wanna do some things and you don’t even question it. This is the best relationship I’ve ever been in because of you:)

Future: I’ve been debating on something recently. If I let it happen, it’ll be great for that moment but what happens if I regret it later? I want this relationship to last a long time and I don’t a relationship with regret. Maybe I’m just making a bigger deal about this than I should but I have no real way of knowing. I love you and I don’t want anything to mess this up.